I can't sleep. I'll be so tired to the point it's hard for me to keep my eyes open since I've been up for two days straight, and i take a twenty minute nap. So when I'm out with friends, or at school, strangely I'm the energetic one.
it's different every day. But here's my sleeping pattern this week Moday: 9-10:30ish Tuesday:11:11-1 am Wednesday:1-3:30ish(i was sad that day so i stayed up and sulked) Thursday:3:30ish Friday:7:30ish Saturday: Sleep?! Who needs sleep?!? Sunday: Meh, 12 midnight
And i'm usually the most energetic person in the class
Eh, sleep is for the weak. My "official" bedtime is 10:30, but I don't actually go to sleep until 12 or 1 am (Either because I can't sleep from staying up all weekend or because I go on youtube on my kindle in my bed and just goof around on the internets.) and then I have to wake up for school at 5:30 am. And on weekends I sleep like a baby on Friday nights and don't sleep at all on Saturday or Sunday.
My bedtime USE to be 12am, but my foster mom said that since I haven't found a job yet I'm not acting like an adult, so she backed my bedtime to around 10:30ish (even on weekends!) Am I ever going to have the choice to stay on MY laptop for as long as I want in the room that I sleep in with the door closed?(The most I'd even do is read limited doujinshi) I've always wanted to do that sort of thing that usually MOST teenagers do (and she says teens don't do that. She's an elementary school substitute teacher, what would she know?! And she hasn't even worked since I graduated) I'm 18 now, I shouldn't even HAVE a bedtime anymore! The most I'd want is to stay up a bit pass 2am. (She barely let me stay up that late on New Year's Eve!) Sooner or later I won't be able to hold back anymore and end up letting out all my anger and criticism towards her and her daughter. (There's too much I have to say about her daughter to type.) ^-^
So... usually I got to sleep about 4 or 5 to get up for classes that start at 9:30 or 11. Sometimes, if I have enough work and energy drinks/tea, I skip sleep all together just to be sure everthing gets done then take a nap at some point. This thanksgiving break has killed me though... It was okay for me to sleep from 7:00 am to 3:00 pm so now that's my what my body is used to... =_=* This week is going to be hard...